week 31

This is week 31 since you walked away.
time goes by
so fast...
is hard to accept that you are not comming back
is dificult not to crumble at the look of those
cold eyes i have never seen before
and colder words
razor, thats all you are now
a blade that enjoys to cut my flesh to pieces
a bitter memory
just the ashes of who you were
i wonder why y ou even tried?
why you said you love me when u didnt!
why do i still have the will to wait
but to not to move on
violin strings
vibrate violenty
Slashin pieces of me in every pitch note
letters get impressed in paper
as stars dancing in the sky
even so i love you
even so i wait
Dont ask me to forgive
Dont ask me to forget
is the silence what is driving me insane
the coldness that will not go away
I work hard
doing many projects
so i can be with you maybe
someday
when you are tired of the world
we would meet again
and look at me
or just
pass next to me as an strager
wondering who was the girl with the bitter eyes
in her face that day as she walked in the street
31 weeks ago i felt what being broken really means
and the one time someone tried to fix me
you stepped in
giving me more ilusions
offering fake love
and requesting nothing in exchange
how could i let that offer pass!!?
taking it was one of the worst mistakes i made
a little ilusion of happiness
a night of liliums
beautiful, bittersweet, painful
as fate intended it to be
its been week 31 darling
i hope you are doing fine

-------------------------------Sabrina---------------------

Quote of the week
"My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you."

Song of the week
With Or Without You U2
See the stone set in your eyes

See the thorn twist in your side.

I wait for you.

Sleight of hand and twist of fate

On a bed of nails she makes me wait

And I wait without you

With or without you

With or without you.

Through the storm, we reach the shore

You gave it all but I want more

And I’m waiting for you

With or without you

With or without you.

I can’t live with or without you.

And you give yourself away

And you give yourself away

And you give, and you give

And you give yourself away.

My hands are tied, my body bruised

She got me with nothing to win

And nothing else to lose.

And you give yourself away

And you give yourself away

And you give, and you give

And you give yourself away.

With or without you

With or without you

I can’t live

With or without you.

With or without you

With or without you

I can’t live

With or without you

With or without you.