week42

week 42 is starting
i waited for you
im still broken
but i cant be alone anymore
i cant cry for you anymore
come and take me
ill be always yours
i learned to hide this sadness
to create art with it
but as a good friend of me said
is like falling in love for a mythical creature, one that does not even really exist
like appreciatte and love are so different
i appreciate people i like people and i love people
but i forgot how to love a lover
i let myself guide by animal instincts
i let myself act by inertia
im glad i can make someone else happy
but i cant share this pain with him
i have no heart to offer
i have a cute face that can warm hearts with smiles
thats enough for them
thats all i can offer myself
merry xmas Chris
may your life be filled with the love i could not provide
may life forgive your kharma
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Last night I forgot how the sound your voice whispered sweet
Goodbyes, your eyes left to die
I'm alone too
I don't stand why

Why not one more night
one last kiss good bye
my sweet love tonight
I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are...

Kiss my closings eyes
Help me sleep without you I'm so lost
Tonight I cry
Tell me why
I can't live without your warm embrace

Why not one more night
one last kiss good bye
my sweet love tonight
I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are...

I close my eyes and you are everything I see
Goodbye

Goodbye to you my love
I will forget you
I'll see you soon
Goodbye my love
Goodbye to you my love
I will forget you
Let me live
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“Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.”

week 40,41

week 41
christmas time is here
im chilling im chilling im chilling
i dream i died
i dream i was murdered
in such an horrible way
i dream i was abandoned
in the coldness
in the rain
tied
bleeding and dying
why dreams have to be so real?
why YOU are part of my dream s
xmas is coming
im chilling inside
im dying
as a dear friend of mine said
when a flowes is not watered eventually withers...
you were the sun and the rain in my life
im so lonely
i miss you so much
i love you even if u are with someone else
i love you even if you dont feel anything for me
i wish i could get rid of this love for you
so i can turn myself into someone else
its been 10 months alone
time of changes time of always be moving
time to watch my friends back, my family back and my back at the same time
i cant forget you i cant stop loving and crying you
i hate xmas
I HATE XMAS!!!!!!!!!!!
im so lonely i could die
i look back and all my happiness
is related to you
even so it should not
im tired of wearing this old trashy mask
im tired im tired im tired
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I'll have a blue Christmas without you
I'll be so blue thinking about you
Decorations of red on a green Christmas tree
Won't be the same dear, if you're not here with me
And when those blue snowflakes start falling
That's when those blue, blue memories, they start a-calling
You'll be doin' all right, with your Christmas of white
But I'll, I'll have a blue, blue blue Christmas

Blue, blue Christmas without you
Blue, blue
Blue, blue
Blue, blue

You'll be doin' all right, with your Christmas of white
But I'll have a blue, blue Christmas

week 37, 38, 39

my best was never enough
im lonely
i feel so lonely
time goes so fast
where are you?
why dont you come for me
still
i do my best
always
november went away so fast
december is chilling my soul
numb time kisses me goodbye
i cry out my eyes for you
i wait i wait i wait...
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he place I'll return to someday - lyrics
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Look into the sky
Can you see the moon across the ocean
Coming close to me
I can hear the melody

Cry into the void
Let my voice become the hand that reaches
Out to you and leads
To my long lost memory

Carry me home
I lost my way on roads ever weaving
Home
Where darkness fades and hearts are ever believing
Carry me home
I close my eyes and cling to you ever dreaming
Find me
Oh don't forget the child for whom you are grieving

Voice that calls from there
And the footsteps of its fallen angels
Now becomes the beat
Of my heart so incomplete

Every night I bathe
In the blue that washes over me
And brings me to my knees
In this longing I believe

Carry me home
I lost my way on roads ever weaving
Home
Where darkness fades and hearts are ever believing
Carry me home
I close my eyes and cling to you ever dreaming
Find me
Oh don't forget the child for whom you are grieving
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LYRICS:

her heart underneath
cries quietly
this part of me
I choose not to see

what lives must I take
for fealty's sake?
how much blood must stain
this warrior's blade?

war leaves its trail
in moonlight so pale
its shadows they flow
in rivers, in rivers
so put on my mask
I'll go where they ask
so I might once again see the
Roses of May

Staining my soul and stinging my eyes
the red on my hands
won't wash away, wash away
no where to run from what I have done
I'm no longer, no longer
a Rose of May

fate holds the blade before you
mirrored in maiden's eyes
far from myself I fly
into the perilous skies
and they said
follow the blade before you
fear fall and courage rise
leave all your tears behind you
far from where innocence lies

Cage of the kings
No need for wings
So turn them to stone
from roses to bone

when you look at me
what do you see?
this costume I weave
disfiguring me...

(chorus A)

Storm clouds are creeping closer
danger is drawing near
why am I not protecting all that
I once held dear?
and you said
break free from all that holds you
kings hand and maiden's tear
run now into my arms
together we'll conquer our fears

Led here by fate
No longer afraid
So here now I lay
My Roses of May
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OVE HURTS, LOVE SCARS, LOVE WOUNDS, AND MARS,
ANY HEART, NOT TOUGH OR STRONG ENOUGH
TO TAKE A LOT OF PAIN, TAKE A LOT OF PAIN
LOVE IS LIKE A CLOUD, HOLDS A LOT OF RAIN
LOVE HURTS...OOH, OOH LOVE HURTS

IM YOUNG, I KNOW, BUT EVEN SO, I KNOW A THING OR TWO
I LEARNED FROM YOU
I REALLY LEARNED A LOT, REALLY LEARNED A LOT
LOVE IS LIKE A FLAME, IT BURNS YOU WHEN ITS HOT
Letras4U.com » letras traducidas al español
LOVE HURTS...OOH, OOH LOVE HURTS

SOME FOOLS THINK OF HAPPINESS
BLISSFULNESS, TOGETHERNESS
SOME FOOLS FOOL THEMSELVES I GUESS
THEYRE NOT FOOLIN ME

I KNOW IT ISNT TRUE, I KNOW IT ISNT TRUE
LOVE IS JUST A LIE, MADE TO MAKE YOU BLUE
LOVE HURTS...OOH, OOH LOVE HURTS...
OOH, OOH LOVE HURTS