week42

week 42 is starting
i waited for you
im still broken
but i cant be alone anymore
i cant cry for you anymore
come and take me
ill be always yours
i learned to hide this sadness
to create art with it
but as a good friend of me said
is like falling in love for a mythical creature, one that does not even really exist
like appreciatte and love are so different
i appreciate people i like people and i love people
but i forgot how to love a lover
i let myself guide by animal instincts
i let myself act by inertia
im glad i can make someone else happy
but i cant share this pain with him
i have no heart to offer
i have a cute face that can warm hearts with smiles
thats enough for them
thats all i can offer myself
merry xmas Chris
may your life be filled with the love i could not provide
may life forgive your kharma
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Last night I forgot how the sound your voice whispered sweet
Goodbyes, your eyes left to die
I'm alone too
I don't stand why

Why not one more night
one last kiss good bye
my sweet love tonight
I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are...

Kiss my closings eyes
Help me sleep without you I'm so lost
Tonight I cry
Tell me why
I can't live without your warm embrace

Why not one more night
one last kiss good bye
my sweet love tonight
I hope the stars still spell out your name where you are...

I close my eyes and you are everything I see
Goodbye

Goodbye to you my love
I will forget you
I'll see you soon
Goodbye my love
Goodbye to you my love
I will forget you
Let me live
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“Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.”