week 27

My birthday is acoming as october is starting
i am so hopeful trying hard to reach you
i sincerely hope you can make it to my b day
because that would be my best present ever
i want to see you
but ure not here
ure never around
no matter how hard i try
poems and kindness are not the way to your heart anymore
if i only knew then what is tha way to your heart for me
so i can be again in your hands
being warmed by your arms
because weather is getting colder
and im so tired of sleeping at night alone
is so cold
but i rather learn how to sleep with thw coldness
for the rest of my life
Andre told me something that left me thinking
i postd some old piks
at FB
when i was with you
he siad " you looked way too different"
me "why"
you seem... happy.
as well other people have told me when i smile
i have a sad aura around me
you stole my smile
you stole my soul
please
just please
bring it back
if you may
this is week 27 since you walked away.

i know ure doing fiine
love of my life

quote of the week

When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on.

You are never a looser until you quit trying.

Pray to God, sailor, but row for the shore.

Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.

Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.

Galatians 6:9


song of the week

Summer Is Gone Lyrics

Cigarettes and innocence are scattered on the floor
It's the first of October and the summer is gone
You can't walk away and try claim that none of this was real
Sometimes autumn is confusing and I know exactly how you feel

And somewhere you want to go from here
Well I'd rather learn to sleep alone
And I swear I die inside some nights as the winter comes on
'Cause the summer is gone

Children's games
Freezing rain
And Carolina nights get confused out in Brooklyn where promises die
You can contemplate and half explain
And justify yourself to anyone who wants to listen
If your answers seem heartfelt

And somewhere you want to go from here
Well I'd rather learn to sleep alone
And I swear I die inside some nights as the winter comes on
'Cause the summer is gone

No one believes all the truth that you have while you dream
And no one believes
And no one believes so please just stop screaming at me
Won't you please just stop screaming at me
Won't you please just stop screaming at me
Won't you please just stop screaming at me
Won't you please just stop screaming at me

Wherever you want to go from here
Well I hope you learn to sleep alone
And I pray you die inside some nights as the winter comes on
'Cause the summer is gone

Oh
The summer is gone
Oh
The summer is gone
Oh
The summer is gone