week 41
christmas time is here
im chilling im chilling im chilling
i dream i died
i dream i was murdered
in such an horrible way
i dream i was abandoned
in the coldness
in the rain
tied
bleeding and dying
why dreams have to be so real?
why YOU are part of my dream s
xmas is coming
im chilling inside
im dying
as a dear friend of mine said
when a flowes is not watered eventually withers...
you were the sun and the rain in my life
im so lonely
i miss you so much
i love you even if u are with someone else
i love you even if you dont feel anything for me
i wish i could get rid of this love for you
so i can turn myself into someone else
its been 10 months alone
time of changes time of always be moving
time to watch my friends back, my family back and my back at the same time
i cant forget you i cant stop loving and crying you
i hate xmas
I HATE XMAS!!!!!!!!!!!
im so lonely i could die
i look back and all my happiness
is related to you
even so it should not
im tired of wearing this old trashy mask
im tired im tired im tired
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I'll have a blue Christmas without you
I'll be so blue thinking about you
Decorations of red on a green Christmas tree
Won't be the same dear, if you're not here with me
And when those blue snowflakes start falling
That's when those blue, blue memories, they start a-calling
You'll be doin' all right, with your Christmas of white
But I'll, I'll have a blue, blue blue Christmas
Blue, blue Christmas without you
Blue, blue
Blue, blue
Blue, blue
You'll be doin' all right, with your Christmas of white
But I'll have a blue, blue Christmas
but you won´t be alone, because even if your christimass is blue i will be there with you to share the pain and to support you.
ResponderEliminarPart of the mask i wear cant let me share. not with you not with anyone is like an small cruxifice i chose to carry.
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