week 15

week 15.
i dont knwo what to say
on saturday i saw you
you looked happy
i just went to
see you
i love to see you
your smell
your beautiful face
but on sunday
i kissed a guy
i think i like
although im not so sure about it
how shopuld i tell you
i dont want to breeak my promise
i miss you
i want you
this week
has been akward
that guy
is somehow one of the bosses
around here
i dont want
yo have laboral issues
because of that
besides
is you who i think
when im at night
in my room
lonely
i think i should just
leave like this
the way thinghs are
i want you my neko
i want you so bad.....
as i told you before
i m not gonna write a lot
because i knwo now you dont care anymore
but hey, you know, i still love you, i will still wait.
song of the week
good bye my lover by james blunt
Goodbye my lover --

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

quote of the week
Unless one says goodbye to what one loves, and unless one travels to completely new territories, one can expect merely a long wearing away of oneself and an eventual extinction.
Jean Dubuffet