i have been just in the border of an abyss
im unable to describe
there was some stiches
trying to cure my wounds
slowly
painfully recovery
but i am on my way
but why always
you pop out of nowhere in my life
and just crave your name in myself
just slash cut pierce
through my very core
leaving me in gashes of pain
strong intense merciless
i wanted to ask you something
i wanted to know
if i have some meaning
if i still have a chance
if there was still feelings
but i regretted
what for?
i know the answer
i know hearing it from you will hurt more
i know that is the life i chose
this was my choise
this pain in my chest
this coldness in the aura
the choking sensation in my throat
the tears in my eyes
what i am to you?
what am i to anyone else
i wish to be loved by who i am
not by what i look like
and i want you to love me
but real love
does not mean to be together
real love means to let go
even if it hurts
even if it kills
WHY AM I SO AWAKE AGAIN!!!!
why am i so weak again
why it hurts like before even more
its been 26 weeks
half a year
why this pain does not go away
why is worse
why is stronger
why am i falling
again in that vicious circle
why why why it HURTS!
fucked up childhood dreams
your memory
a happy life
my heart
i tried to kill everything when i chose this path
why still it hurts
why why why!
this weekend
i spend time with isaac
all weekend
randall is gone
and kro is away
he is all i have
for the first time in this 26 weeks
i took of my mask and just cried
and cried
and cried
your friend santiago
after you left
asked me to kiss him
CANT PEOPLE UNDERSTAND I DONT WANT Anthing from anyone
I miss you.a lot
------------------------------------------------SABRINA-----------------------
quote of the week
“I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.” Audrey Hepburn
SONG OF THE WEEK
a lonely september
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
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